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Wednesday, 17 December 2008

Wednesday, 10 December 2008

  • let's see..
    c in french III
    a in drama III
    b in ap history
    b in alg. II
    b in ap bio
    p in t.a.ing

    there i said it.
    theres my lovely fucking grades. i finally have admitted it.

    cheers to a semester of slacking and doing no work whatsoever.

    compared to last year...
    b in geometry
    a in drama II
    a in french II
    a in p.e.
    a in cp bio
    b in ap history
    a in honr. english II

    wow i'm really going up in the world.

    not

    and i'm ranked at 31.
    woohoo
  • lately.

    lately, i don't think of you at all or wonder what you're up to, or how you're getting on. i never think of calling you or how things could have been, or wonder where you sleep at night, or whose arms you wake in. i'm living alone, living alone, i don't need you anymore. i'm living alone, living alone, i don't need you anymore. lately, i don't get lost in daydreams, i never lay awake at night staring at my bed. and i don't think about your face, or anything you've said. and i don't think twice when someone says your name. or twist my mind in circles, wondering which of us is to blame. i'm living alone, living alone, i don't need you anymore. i'm living alone, living alone, i don't need you anymore. i never walk alone and think of all the empty words, or wonder when the day will break, or wonder when time will turn. and i don't break down when someone says your name, or twist my mind in circles wondering which of us is to blame. i'm living alone, living alone, i don't need you anymore. i'm living alone, living alone, i don't need you anymore. lately, i don't think of you at all. lately, oh lately.

Monday, 08 December 2008

  • blah blah blah.
    i don't know.

    i need to make up tons of work.
    and i guess it's stressing me out. or it should be. but it isn't.

    damn i need to freak out more. why don't i ever worry about anything?

    fuck this shit, i'm making brownies.

    ..this weekend was interesting.
    grr.

Tuesday, 02 December 2008

  • i'm honestly extremely nervous for this weekend.
    it feels like i'm not but when i honestly think about it,
    i get this sick feeling in my stomach, which i don't get too often.

    i don't want it to be a repeat of previous mistakes.
    but i know it's not going to be.
    i've had self respect for a long while, and i am a strong girl with a good head on my shoulders.

    nothing will bring me down.

    despite everything that has ever happened to me or my loved ones...
    i feel as independent and happy and strong as i ever have before.

    i fucking love living, and just being here on this earth.

ShelbyyLyn

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    • Name: Shelby
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    • Member Since: 2/9/2008